tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post4647496590063267910..comments2023-05-05T02:09:46.190-07:00Comments on Blank Slate Hopeful: . . . until I met HIMAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14513406609023750407noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-82711811608750818512012-09-05T00:22:41.971-07:002012-09-05T00:22:41.971-07:00its amazing when you finally feel what a real crus...its amazing when you finally feel what a real crush feels like.Jonathan Adamsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03888679384571699094noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-28046981900299669932012-08-22T16:51:50.436-07:002012-08-22T16:51:50.436-07:00If it helps any, it only took me 18 years to get o...If it helps any, it only took me 18 years to get over "her". And, that coming after some pretty intense therapy. it does get better. But, it is a long process, especially when one loves and has experienced love so intensely. My thoughts are with you. Much love, DuckDuckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02551782459346523291noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-59861953911172187622012-08-22T16:29:37.826-07:002012-08-22T16:29:37.826-07:00Even after a year and a half, my inner void is so ...Even after a year and a half, my inner void is so painful. I wish that void could just be filled up by my wife (I'm sure she wishes the same). I don't know if even another man could fill it. I just did not know I could feel such an intense connection to another human being. I often wish that I never had experienced such a deep love so I would not now be so aware of what it feels like to live without it.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14513406609023750407noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-47110576352893364832012-08-22T16:26:06.423-07:002012-08-22T16:26:06.423-07:00Hi Duck,
"The best and the hardest thing I h...Hi Duck,<br /><br />"The best and the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with" is the perfect way to explain how I feel. I cannot even begin to explain how happy I was when I was close friends with Greg. I felt more complete than I had since childhood. Before that I did not even realize how empty I had been feeling for so long. I am past the stage of crying almost daily over my loss of him, but I still cannot imagine being really happy again without him as my friend.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14513406609023750407noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-72756182043523767742012-08-21T07:10:15.829-07:002012-08-21T07:10:15.829-07:00I have been a shallow hopeless wreck... I really ...I have been a shallow hopeless wreck... I really look forward to learning from your wreckage.Beckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06159223254071653666noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-31024370911279991462012-08-20T21:43:27.677-07:002012-08-20T21:43:27.677-07:00My one HIM was gay. When I kissed him I knew I wa...My one HIM was gay. When I kissed him I knew I was gay. He apologized for calling at 2:00 a.m. to make sure I arrived home safely. The void I felt when he stopped calling was immense. I was, for a time, a hopeless wreck.<br />Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17848197238675003339noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4930438931318546676.post-68674413411836842792012-08-20T19:09:19.285-07:002012-08-20T19:09:19.285-07:00I can relate to your post. I have had an exact exp...I can relate to your post. I have had an exact experience. But, because I am a gay woman, my experience was with a woman. Even after all these years, she still has an effect on me. I told her goodbye because I could not live with the constant heartache of the roller-coaster ride she kept me on. She is the best and the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with, in my ENTIRE life. I suspect in a few decades, I will be over her. :) (I can only hope.)<br /><br />Happy night. DuckDuckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02551782459346523291noreply@blogger.com